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March 01, 2005

It's Not My Place to Say

Isn't it terrible when you finally get what you want, and it turns out to be nothing what you thought it would be?

Fact: I heart Adam.
Fact: I have a good idea that he likes me too, even if only as friends.
Fact: Thanks to independent work in class and the production of the theatre department's sitcom, we have (and will) be working many hours together in close proximity.
Fact: Through this increased cameradie, I have learned that Adam is very much involved with a girlfriend.
Fact: This sucks.

It's like all bits of fantasy have been completely drained from my system. I went into the lab today to have Adam make a copy of my tape (I totally screwed up the timecode while shooting, blah), and it was all business. It was as though someone had stamped "TAKEN" all over his body in black ink. Taken, taken, taken, taken. Do not pass go. Do not collect $200. Do not spend endless hours making out in the back seat of his car, fogging up the windows and wondering if he brought condoms because you know for sure that you didn't and that if he forgot again, you're going to have to sit down and have a long chat about him and his little soldiers keeping to themselves.

Ahem.

Not that I've put a lot of thought into that sort of thing.

posted at 3:28 p.m.

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