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October 14, 2004

Spent

I need help. Seriously.

This morning, I spent some time searching out ways to get some counseling through the school... I was impressed to find out that by just being a student here, I get ten sessions for free. I might take them up on it.

And then again, maybe I won't.

I don't like the idea of handing my thoughts over to someone else to be picked at and prodded over. I don't want to be some doctor's "case study." I don't want to be looked at from a glass jar. And to make things worse, I don't like to think about what might happen if anyone else finds out that I've been seeing a psychologist. Mom won't like it. Dad'll flip out. And then I'll be stuck trying to dig myself out of the place I've always been afraid of: Rejection.

So long as I can get someone to guarantee that my visits (And billing, if it ever comes down to it) can be kept confidiential, I think I'll be okay. I just need to talk to someone besides myself all day long.

posted at 5:13 p.m.